[ he draws his hand back slowly, tucking both hands into his armpits. ]

That's not exactly right... But... [ but. ] Yeah. That didn't make me feel great.

[ he leans himself against the wall. ]

This is my first time not being a dirty little secret. So... I wanted to make sure our first time was... special. [ it's fucking embarrassing to say outloud. ] The kinda shit straight people in all those shitty little romance flicks you like to fall asleep to get to have.