[ this one comes a little later: his fingers don’t feel stable, he feels kind of stupid too, like he wants to get fucked up and be reckless to dissipate the energy.
an hour - maybe closer to two - and he’s showered, finally had a miserable little jack off session in his shower that felt more emotionally wrought than he cares to admit. he’s dressed, made sure he’s extra pretty to go out so he can be stupid and mean somewhere else.
his hands are stable when he finally finds his phone. ]
was that last part about me or him
[ • • • ]
nvm i’ll see you saturday. i’ll make sure i’ve got the goods.
i’m going out to get laid to soothe his delicate ego.
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an hour - maybe closer to two - and he’s showered, finally had a miserable little jack off session in his shower that felt more emotionally wrought than he cares to admit. he’s dressed, made sure he’s extra pretty to go out so he can be stupid and mean somewhere else.
his hands are stable when he finally finds his phone. ]
was that last part about me or him
[ • • • ]
nvm
i’ll see you saturday. i’ll make sure i’ve got the goods.
i’m going out to get laid to soothe his delicate ego.